December 2009
65 posts
Last night.
Was the most amazing night of my life. I saw him in a total different way. And I think he saw the same in me. It was so unreal. It was fantasy. It was everything I’ve always wanted. I wish we could’ve stayed in that room by ourselves laughing at nothing forever. I’ve never wanted something more. The thing is I’m trying to give up on us. But I can’t. Theres some part...
I wish that you liked me. I wish that you really...
This is bullshit.
You’re a joke. I want nothing to do with you anymore. Don’t talk to me, don’t text me. don’t call me late at night. That’s it. This little thing between us, over. I’m not dealing with your shit anymore. It’ll take a while for me to get over you, but I know I can do it. And honestly, I think I’ll be better off without you. So from now on, lets pretend...
I quit.
and thats about it..
13515.) You have this funny way of making me feel...
“If you expect nothing from anybody, you’re never disappointed.”
13546.) You made me believe you loved me.
thetruthisout:
You broke my naïve innocent heart and corrupted it. And till now, no one has ever had the guts to tell you what they truly think of you. Now I feel like I can tell you. Do you know what everyone thinks? They think you mess up everything, they think you create all the drama, and you do. They think you are a user, and you are. You are manipulative. You are a liar. You are a...
13529.) I like crying. Crying feels good when...
I wanna lose twenty pounds
in two weeks. ha. maybe a miracle will happen.
I miss you.
ha and it’s only been like 12 hours since i last saw you. Shit. idk what to do anymore.
4931. I wish boys could stop messing with our...
What would you say
If I looked directly into your eyes and told you to kiss me?
What if i just kissed you?
Today
was the last time I’ll ever see my mom again. Whether it’s what I want or not. Why are things so incredibly fucked up? I guess I should feel bad. But I don’t.
4919. I wish that you would honestly tell me how...
About 2 months ago
I wrote about how I want my mom out of my life. I stil want that, but I haven’t done anything about it. Why is it that I can’t hurt her, but she has no problem hurting me at all? It’s just not fair. Parents should be better these days.
Sometimes
I don’t remember how lucky I am. I need to be more thankful for the things that I have in my life. I know I may not have much. Maybe a little less than others. But I still have so much more than some people in this world. I have two parents. I have simply amazing friends. I have a roof over my head and food in my house. I mean, could I really ask for more? So yes, I am so thankful. Sometimes...
When I start to think
about everything, I get anxious and uneasy. Like I don’t even know what’s going on. But then I think about you. About us. The good times we’ve had. And that even if I can’t have you the way I want you, I’m still so lucky to have you in my life. And that makes me so incredibly happy. I’m so glad You’re in my life. Things would be so different without you....
Cave Men.
I’m really not sure what’s going on anymore. I have know idea what I’m in control of. I hope that whatever happens, is for the best. And everything will turn out amazing. But,
I just don’t know.
I'm a little scared.
I'm sorry.
I’m not trying to mess all this up for you. I just can’t help myself. You know? I’m so sorry. I just wish you could know. Just feel, What I’m feeling inside for you….
3407. to all the girls who ever fell in love with...
I guessss
That I’m wayyy confused. Im not really sure. I mean, ha i know i want you. but what about him? I still think about him all the time. And i wonder if he’ll ever feel the same. But right now, at this moment, in this second. All i want is you. all to myself. i dont want to share. I dont wat you with anyone else. I know yur happy. And i dont wanna ruin that. Especially since we’re...
